Once upon a dark night, many moons ago, when I was feeling the most shattered, ashamed and f’d over by outer life’s surprise wrecking ball, a new wave of inner Grace, mystic poetry, and channeled LOVE messages from the river of Infinite Wisdom started to sing and speak into the false stories of the human condition— starting with my own broken and bewildered heart.

I had already had a divine dialogue practice for a long while, but this was a wildly new channeling experience, not knowing what on earth was going to come out of my mouth, or pen, typing, or from a piano (after not playing for eons) and a new singing voice. A friend’s jaw dropped one evening, when “I am the radiant goddess, I am the soulmate of my soul, I am beholden to the Beauty, I am the keeper of the whole, I am...” just started spontaneously glowing out of me (especially because my humanness was such a fragile mess at the time). It was like my happy, successful, perky, helpful persona was so wiped out, that I became an open vessel for a much deeper Truth and higher Love. The outer love life bizarre betrayal was such a shock to my system (and everyone else who’s been so happy for me). Then, the inner Light’s persistence was shocking in a different wow way.

I’m delighted to share that I feel fully healed from that heartbreak & humiliation (nearly ten years past) and so grateful that the channel stayed open. I don’t want to convey that I am a bliss bunny, pain or worry free all the time now. That is a spiritual bypass fairytale/ nightmare. I do feel more peace & possibility in my heart, true sovereignty and abiding joy from within. I experience more spaciousness to hold space for every molecule of me (and with others) than ever before. I continue learning, practicing and evolving with inner alchemy and outer abundance flowing. The Mystery does work in strange ways. I am happily committed to being her humble student and capable steward. It feels like I am the scribe/ typist for these transmissions to be shared with the souls meant to receive them.

Wherever you may be in your journey, let these permeate your deepest heart, and reach into any part of you that has forgotten how loved you are, how needed your unique essence is in this crazy world, and how held and supported you are every moment by the greatest Love of all beyond space and time. If you are willing to slow down and let it in, this is soul medicine to heal all of the wounds, stories & strategies, and a tonic to empower your true spirit to soar anew.